Thursday, December 21, 2006
aaaaaaargh. currently beyond miserable. digestion's wreaking havoc, feeling sickly no time to practise no time to jog had to study have a roomie and very guilted over for cancelling lesson. now i find out the cello will have to be returned over christmas, for good reason since i will be away anyway, but the awful part is that i am very sorry it won't be waiting for my return. i am SO DEAD. i am too attached to this thing. it's very telling when i have taken to self-snapshops only lately and only when not bymyself but with my arm possessively around the case in a variety of positions and expressions. AAAAAAAAARGH NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO THE EVENTUAL PARTING.. aargh i actually want to cry right now. why isn't blogging about it making it more frivolous and me less sad? why do i already feel like it's going tomorrow and never gonna come back? (what if he finds a lovely christmastime buyer?!) why does my phone call to me to take another picture since today i'm wearing a different coat????????????evelyn at 4:16 AM
3 Comments
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at 7:28 AM
said... hellllllloooooooooooo. got your message about your getting my card haha. i still expect updates. roar.
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at 2:25 AM
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commento - why no more necessary updateso, i frigging love this placeo.
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at 2:25 AM
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commento - why no more necessary updateso, i frigging love this placeo.