Tuesday, August 29, 2006
hello! now that i'm home after a long, long day and seeing through scratch-free lenses, i can also breathe and feel a little emotional. bye shoo! i menat to say, bye shoo., but that looks a little miserable. i want to say more to you and a note would better serve the purpose than this space, except i can't write you anything because then we might be sad. smile! with that many neckchains and headbands of every visible colour, even the french winter can't be too bleak, right?***
also realised one morning over the nuttiest shake that it sucks not being able to accompany friends through the exciting phases they're moving into.
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i hesitated to put this down last night because it sounded too presumptuous and mushy, but i can't help the reluctance to leave this season of newly-minted friendships behind. i know i'm only in the periphery, but what's hard just is! this morning: ran to our recordings, my heart skipped many beats and i broke out in cold sweat, but i'd do it again, just for the goosebumps. to feel the anxiety of hurrying pamugun (this naturally does wonders for pace) and the redoubled efforts to keep it steady, for tenebrae, chiefly goosebump-inducing and of course, tu es. To us. (sorry i only like those few)
Anyway. yeah, i get it now, this is family. some of us are distant cousins, others closer by engagement, everybody pisses everybody else off but we still dine together, and eventually some just have to fly the coop, perhaps for a while, perhaps to roost elsewhere. it's cool.
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from one adventure to the next! my laptop's running out of space for photographs, will soon have to sort old pictures out to hopefully make room for the others. yay.
evelyn at 4:40 AM
1 Comments
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at 10:54 AM
shoo said... hello love sorry i just saw this post um bye too bye too i am grouchy i hate packing and i am tired (same applies to jared) and internet is our best friend, not too far away (just half a world haha) but but but but but we'll be online all the time won't we?
i hate packing. hate. hate. HATE.
(and i actually love you too bye eve yes i'll be sad we'll be sad so smile! hee.)
poke.