Tuesday, April 25, 2006
The great turnaround
Haha knew it wouldn't take long, as always. After obsessing a whole morning I've come to these conclusions:1. It's all a matter of perspective
2. I didn't suck all that much, not really, I think I just have to learn to handle things better.
3. We'll all stop talking about this in 2 days.
4. Learning how to handle things better means not stamping my foot, or feet, depending, when that familiar childhood situation represents itself.
5. Because I'm no longer a kid, I can't react in the same way. This is why #4 has to be learnt. We call this growing up.
6. That growing up can be a chore, but honestly I think I'm irritating even myself trying to celebrate irresponsibility.
7. That yeah ok I could afford to be last time, and I can't now, and maybe that sucks, but I'd have had to learn whether or not some things happened in between. So, what gives me the right to think I'm suffering particularly, huh?
8. That growing up has to happen, no matter how scared (2 posts down), unwilling (last post) or unable (no post, factual impossibility) I am. So I shall do so in style (next posts).
And I shall stop at at auspicious eight. : ) blahblahblahblahblahblahblahbahbahbahbababa8.
evelyn at 9:21 PM