Thursday, February 09, 2006
just a bad day like any other
except, they've been few and far between. spoilt am i.but this was definitely one day that sucked right from the night before, and it just came to a head...... now. yeah. just just. just now. now. i don't know. not a yelling sort of a bad day, nothing big. a series of nonevents that somehow didn't work out right. it means there's nothing to single out and set right, or worse, some little thing that can be pointed out but only regrettably left wrongable. when going to bed is so hard, but staying up equally torturous. when so many little things in a day went awry that you give up and snap at those closest, driving the bad day right home. ohhhhhhh mama.
c'mon, just a nap and some tenderness, and maybe i'll awake that little less worthless. perhaps learn finally not to imagine i'm tired, have a meal or two, swim a lap or two, attend a class or two, fall in love with a new song or two - oh yes it's keeping me up i can't bear not listening to it, this song called............. bad day. oh mama. the intro reminds me of something i can't place.. the fifths apart. oh what's going on? hand the sleep over already.
evelyn at 9:17 AM
